I dreamt of you last night and it broke my heart. I was with a friend and walked into a party and you were there, my mouth dropped. I turned to my friend and asked what to do and she sat in silence. I wanted to scream but nothing came out.
I avoided you but it did not work, you came over anyway. You asked why? I had no response I still could not speak, it was all in my head. You turned away from me and words finally came out. STOP! you turned and came running back. All I wanted to do was hug you, kiss you, feel you. We sat for hours and talked. I told you I was sorry and you cried. We caught up on our lives and just how great things were going (or how horribly). I just wanted to tell you I was lonely and wished I had you back. You sat in silence and I watched as you wiped the tears from your eyes. All I wanted to do was lean over and wipe them off for you. It felt as if we were in a time warp. I never wanted it to end.
All of a sudden we were in my beetle driving to work as we had done before and I was smiling I could not help it. Things were back to normal. It all felt so real. I knew every detail I could tell you what everyone was wearing and the expressions on peoples faces. In the end we were back at the party and everyone smiled as we walked in.
My alarm went off at 6:30am this morning. I wanted to cry because that meant it was all a dream.
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